to you.

i wrote alot of shit here but i thought i'd put them in more simpler words.

i havent changed. dont make me out to be a monster. im not. i dont want to be. i miss you ncbf.

i miss carin. alot.

from anger to disappointment to depression. i will not move on to acceptance because friends dont do that.

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the soccer girls can get many team stuff besides the usual jacket bag bottle jersey

we can get team sbs, team kneeguards and i just realised, team plasters for our $#^$*! abrasions.

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welcome back coach. we were so close to burning the track already.

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open house this sat. mass dance every two hours, booths, exhibition match. yet another match to throw my fcuked up face away.

i dont know what to expect.

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stupid day. i doubt even ten happy meals wouldve made me happy

why the f am i getting so many bad days nowadays?

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anyway, two of my favourite people's birthdays today. happy occasion (:

happy birthday my dearest xiangyi. i miss you! as i said, i tried to think of a touching sentence to come after HAPPY BIRTHDAY but i couldnt find the proper words.

but as the coaster goes,

"THE FRIENDS can connect in a mysterious way without even speaking.
Perhaps they have AMAZING MAGICAL POWERS.
Perhaps they are just both PECULIAR IN THE HEAD."

go out soon k! was hoping to meet you that day but fahmi was a turnoff.

so you should come to SA open house! heh.

and...

happy birthday charu!!! haha i dont know what sa would be without a friend like you (:

when you think nobody feels you, we feel you. im very sure you're doing the same to me. heartsyou. love you truckloads babe! we'll have our crystal jade date soon k!

love thy friends.