guess i'd have to continue living everyday as i do

because thats what people do. they move on. to not move on is to remain stagnant. and to remain stagnant is to die.

im gonna snap out of it sooner or later. might as well snap out of it now.

you're giving me the reasons to give up, to stop trying, to put myself as the lead actress of a tragic movie.

to stop sounds tempting. so very tempting.

but that'll be foolish. its always foolish. no matter what people say, itll always be foolish.

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i miss my neighbourhood school days. where no one actually gives two hoots about your life, where everyone knows everyone else, where people dont give two hoots about themselves, where everyone is just normal.

i miss familiarity. i really do.

i dont want to go back to school. thank god its the holidays.