emo emu

i found half a caterpillar in my dumpling soup today. its the grossest thing ive ever fucking seen.

HALF.

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i'd like to sit back and wait since we're still young. but what if i end up like those old women on tv who go 'but now im 50 and there's nothing left that i can do'.

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happy cny! love your siblings now cos when you're older you're probably only gna meet them during festivals like this


HALF A CATERPILLAR WTF

wonderful tonight

so i was looking through facebook photos and i saw, how extraodinary everyone's lives were

band dinners, wall painting, band outings, secret private outings, working days, night outings, day outings, having fun, serve, school days, school trainings, birthdya parties, personal messages, different photos,

and how much am i missing

i came home at 1.40 tonight and all the cny decorations were up, and i realised, i didnt even get to help decorate the house this year. what did mummy do today what time did she come home from work? how come the clock's back o nthe wall where did she bring it to have it fixed? what did beth cook for dinner today, how did she cook it? did she do any washing? did miko have fun or was he just sleeping or being his normal greedy self?

and all i did, was go to a school i can only wish to step into and have a life in, to dance, to attract stupid attention, to get my steps right my legs right my feelings right, to help, to have fun. then i went over to mei's house to doll up to at least look presentable to go to zouk to watch other people dance and look at them perform and wonder how they feel, then walk around looking for supper and finally finding it with someone in the east somewhere in the east.

and then coming home to realise all this.

huh?

tonight, tmr, and the days after i will be oblivious to the world. no matter how long it takes

angela

some songs struck chords in your heart and makes you all tingly and squeezy inside,

and this is one of them for me.

NS

9th jan, 9plus pm, lets hope none of us gets heat stroke.

i miss you all very very much.

to all the guys whose enlistment im gna miss, HAVE FUN K. and please take care of yourselves im quite sure your medic isnt the most gentle(gentlest?!) person. (: i will miss your freedom almost as much as you miss yours. and i pray your bunkmates are all straight.

once in a lifetime, unforgettable thing. dont blink!

ni hao!

wo xien zai zhai zhong guo! HEN LENG! wo cha yi dian jiu dong si le. *yao tou*

dan wo jue de wo you yi dian fei le :D chong di yi tian lai dao zhe li, wo yi zhi zai chi. YAY.

dan wo hao xiang shen bing le ): di er tian, wo xie du zhi. xie le SI tian omg. ran hou du zhi hao le, wo jiu kai shi ke shou. ke dao xian zai. ke lian ma ):

ZHONG GUO! :
wo chong xingqi liu dao xingqi yi zai tianjin, she me dou mei you zhuo. zhi you chi he qu guang jie.

ran hou wo men jiu ta le HUO CHE! 15 ge xiao shi! ke shi wo shui bu liao. ying wei yi zhi xie du zhi. wo hai tu le liang chi ):

xingqi er wo men jiu dao le haerbin. zai na bien wo men you ge dao you. ta jiu dai le wo men qu yabuli(yi ge di fang). zai na bien wo men hua xue! hua le liang tien, jiu hui dao haerbin, chi le wan can, jiu you shang le huo che. yu 15 ge xiao shi.

xien zai jiu yi jing she xingqi LIU! hao kuai. wo jiu zai wo baba(papa o.O?!) de jia. mei shi zhuo, jiu shang wang. :D

NI MEN XIANG WO MA. WO HEN XIANG NI MEN! (((:

wo xingqi WU jiu hui hui lai leeeeeeeeeee :D

ni men you mei you yao mai de dong xi? wo zai zhe li mei you hao de dong xi mai hui gei ni men! ): bu zhi dao mai she me hui lai hao. qiao ge li? er huan? baobao?

oh oh! dui le! XING NIAN KUAI LE! wo xi wang ni men guo de hen hao :D wo jiu mei you qing zhu. ying wei wo men zai jiu dian li, baba(papa) mama yao wo men shui jiao yingwei mingtian yao qi lai hua xue. )):

yi jing shi erlinglingjiu le! hen kuai! bu zhi bu jue yi nian jiu guo qu le. tai kuai le. *yao tou* wo xi wang zhe nian hui she yi ge hao nian ((:

hao le, wo lei le. dan hai yao qu chi wan can. ni men bao zhong! wo xiang nian ni men! ai niiiii mennnnn