distance makes the heart grow fonder

i havent even left but im already missing everyone.

i had a wonderfully weird birthday this year. my mum called it the back to basics birthday.

we went to parkway early in the morning for charkwayteow and dimsum(cravings :P) instead of the usual fancy lunch/dinner and instead of starbucks i wanted bubble tea(cravings) . was too full after lunch so we didnt get either in the end anyway.

then we shopped till we dropped. as in, me and my sister's brain. we were kuku at the end of it, just telling my mum 'OH. NICE. BUY. OH!. NICE!. BUY!.' ya we were going mental. and it was only from about...11 pus to 2 plus.

so we went back. i said i wouldnt sleep, but my sister won in the end. i crashed on the couch. again. was supposed to be waiting for rayner(he got lost) but he got lost for too long so i fell asleep. and i was holding on to miko's leash cos he was feeling awfully lonely in the back kitchen ): (im gna miss hm ): ) and halfway through my beauty sleep he ran away, upstairs, with the leash on him.

tok tok tok tok up the stairs, and i didnt even wake up till my sis screamed at me. heh :P

anyway, thank you rayner for the superly expensive gift just like the superdog on my floor now. thanks but stop buying such expensive things OKAY FATFACE? AND YA i PUT ON WEIGHT. HOW HOW HOW. >:(

bah anywayyyyy (: jojorochsmyshocks and mychew came over for the sleepover! they had to go through so much trouble mygoshhhhh

i had my first that night.

heh.

my first ondehondeh-cake! and they bought me a shirt and recruited me in the pervert club. and jo made me a card <3 thank you darlingsss you guys travelled the whole of sg to surplise(!) me! truckloads and truckloads of luhve.

halfway(ok less than halfway) through the manu-liverpool game, yinhui and lynnette came! mygosh she gave me sucha shock wth. i was expecting yinhui to come but when she arrived she wore all black and just plopped herself infront of my gate and i was already in quite a shocked-state from jotan and mychew(heh). they came and surprised me with a lighted chocolate cake which i took sooo long to eat cos chocolate plus curry equals no good. it was damn sweet of them(and the cake) to do so though (: BIG HUG

they four made me feel so loved, thats all i can say.

i hope you guys feel as loved by me as i do by you!

then after awhile matin came and took on the role of a kidnapper. sleeping mask in a lorry in the dead of the night on a quiet street. and i wasnt in the most presentable state during then, with my hairband and big shirt and shorts, but it was alot of effort put in by him. thankyou matin, ive eaten the cheesecake and its nice, if you want to know!

so we watched the matches, and tammy chew had to sleep right after it so..our sleepover wasnt very eventful ): BUT I HAVE TO MENTION THIS

THE TWO FATTIES PUSHED ME OFF MY BED AND MADE ME SLEEP ON THE DUSTY MATTRESS WITH NO PILLOW AND ONE-THIRD OF THE BLANKET(which i happily stole later in the night(or morning) heh. RIGHTFULLY MINE >:P

and that kind of sums up my birthday (:

thank you everyone who wished me either through sms or net. you all are important to me. too bad there's only 24 hours a day(of which half is used for sleeping) and very limited money in the world. if i could, i'd tell you guys how much i love all of you through cards etcetcetc. (like my sis who is making just about onemillion christmas cards now)

too bad im lazy :P and too much of a good thing isnt good.

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anyway, back to where i was. im not even gone yet but im missing everyone already!

i miss my og i want to have an og outing now
i miss my pae class i want a 07a01 outing now
i miss my bandmates i want a band outing now
i miss my 4e4 i want a 4e4 outing now
i miss my secondary school friends i want a secondary school friends outing now
i miss soccer girls i want a major sleepover again now

not really missing 07s14 cos i met them just recently at the class chalet! (: kudos to the last few survivors! hahaha. RULE ONE: CHALET EQUALS NO SLEEPING but its ok we all had our reasons :P

ok people, im flying off in....a few hours(h1 maths, cant count sorry. ok im joking im too lazy). i will miss you all! might be able to come online but not often cos its two laptop versus four people, one who needs to do endless homework plus another who needs to work, aka mum and dad.

remember how much i love you guys so!

romantic notions are for romantic couples, just to let you know. it was awkward, i kind of knew you were kind of expecting more but i cannot even give you the slightest hint of allowing you to even get the slightest thought of being able to expect more. so im sorry if im hostile, im sorry if im unfriendly.

maybe you forgot, maybe you didnt care. maybe you got run down by a truck.

time for the annual emo nostalgic post (:

this year was full of new things. is good and bad. i get this feeling it started out well and just went downhill, for some reason. life went on, and it got more and more tiring.

of course, the first few people i met(save for this unfriendly girl in the canteen who pointed where the cc was in the most unfriendly way) was my og.

and im super glad i met them (:





























































































































































































we had a great time just slacking at mattresses cutting classes prankcalling and going on og outings, which we still have, but not so frequently anymore





























it just so happens, this two months are the months where most of our birthdays fall on! we're the november december og, and i love it (:




after that, i met my pae class! the class most of us still find hard to forget, or stop yearning for.


































then it was time to choose my cca. i knew from the start i wanted to be in this team, and there are no regrets. i remember the first person i met was....pris (:












































bit by bit we got to know each other better, soon everyone started becoming part of my life. a big part.

then it was season, the best thing that ever happened in my j1 life.

this period was also the period fay became the one i couldnt spend one day in school without
















then we discovered charu and verin!
















and jojo became the one who gave me my daily hugs which i miss now.

so promos came and went, then the hols came, and it was training training team time team time all the way. of course, there was the prismariacarinbeekuan shopping trip, standard chartered, soccer camp, sleepover, and chipmunks (:

so tonight's the sleepover, and after that i'll be flying off to china(not my hometown).


that holiday's going to be the beginning the the end; the end of my holidays, so i decided, i might as well write everything out tonight.


this year's been great. if only we all could live another year together, another year of fun, another year without the worries that come along with jc life.


alot of the girls have been telling me they dont want the new year to come, that its such a frightful thought. i agree. once it starts, it wont stop. not like it has ever stopped, but you get what i mean. its gna be the ride of our lives. i remember our class shirt design which we didnt choose eventually.


'life's like a rollercoaster. we'll eat it through together'


if you didnt already know, we were talking about the rollercoaster chips


so..i hope mext year will be spent with the ones i cant wait to see again. my family, my soccer girls, my 07a01 buddies, and 07s14, especially fayanne charu and verin, and not forgetting, my ever so spread-out og.


<3